Stomach Flu = YAY!

So as it turns out, I have the stomach flu. I havent been able to hold anything down. Even water. Ive been drinking tons of tea and water to settle my tummy but Im still kinda sick.
Im not sure what I ate. I think my neighbor gave me some undercooked chicken a few couple of days ago. I have horrid cramps but over all I think I will survive this.

I still havent had a chance to weigh myself since Ive been in bed for days, but I hope to make it out to a scale sometime today. I will post my stats then. I feel a little tiny bit lighter.
Fingers crossed!!

And Im back!

Ok, so after a brief screw up this weekend. Im back to my restrictions and I feel pretty awesome. The headaches are gone and Ive been super active today.
I made my way to a scale and according to THAT scale Im at 61.9 kg which is about 136.5 lbs. YAY ME! I dont know why I lost some weight, considering I screwed up so bad and Im on my period.. Oh well.

Im drinking my water and staying faaar away from sugars, oils, salts and everything in between. Today I wore a pare of pants I have been quite embarrassed to wear in the past. I still look fat, but not as bad as I did before in them. I had to wear a long shirt to hid my nasty flab. Not today.
I will try to keep at it and weigh myself again on Wednesday. Here is todays thinspiration

Current Stats

Truth Hurts

Today is technically day 3 on my diet and I have already hit 500 calories for the day, I was only allowed to have 300 calories today and its only 5pm ANNNND I have a party to attend later on tonight. Ugh! I cant believe I cant even last 3 days. I also just got my period and I'm feeling super bloated. I have had a horrible headache since I have started the diet. It has not stopped not even for a minute. I assume I'm in need of some sort of vitamin or something. I don't know. I went to the pharmacy and picked up some migraine meds. Still havent worked.
Ok so I have no scale where I am staying and I had to go on pure missions today in order to find one. So I was finally able to weigh myself and as of now I am 138.4lbs. I have dropped 1.6 lbs. YAY!

Up All night obsessed with my Thinspiration

It 4:13AM (local time) and I cant sleep because I'm totally obsessing over this new goal and adventure I have set out for myself!
I'm researching every diet and trick in the book. Some of the stories out there are amazing!!! I'm so inspired. I want to do this so bad, but I often wonder, can a pig like me look THAT good and THAT skinny?!! It almost seems impossible! The flat tummies and the crazy pin thin legs, feels like I will never get there... but I have to try!!

Look at these hip bones! Amazing, beautiful, gorgeous.. this is what I want!!! I want to see my bones! I want these rolls of disgusting fat to be gone and I want to be beautiful just like this girl in this picture. I don't have much time. I really should have started this months ago... fuck!
At least I have woken up and I'm finally doing this!! I created this blog for many reasons, to document my weight-loss and be able to come back and see how I have shrunk, but also for support!! Please please help me thru this my beautiful Anas! I need your help. Together we can beat this!! I know it